Poetry- "it's scary"

It's scary not knowing who you are 

It's scary not being able to tell other people about yourself
It’s scary losing the ones you love the most and not being able to save them
It’s scary facing the outside, thinking you'd get rejected
It's scary not being able to try, because it hurts when you fail
It's scary dealing with the world and not knowing what to do
It's scary trusting others, wondering that one day they'll turn their back on you
It's scary having to control all this, when you're too weak
It's scary opening your eyes and seeing what's happening
It's scary being alone in the dark and not having anyone else beside you
It's scary trying to put the puzzle pieces together because there's still one missing
It's scary to cry for those who don't want you
It's scary to not have a shoulder to cry on or someone to rely on
It's scary giving others a part of you because they'll break it into pieces
It's scary seeing smiles on people faces when you don't have one
It's scary not being able to do anything when you can do so much
It's scary even telling a person how you feel because they won't care
It's scary picking up a pencil and trying to tell the world how you feel
It's scary loving someone too much because you know one day they are going to be gone
It's scary looking in the mirror because you don't have the courage to look at what you've done with yourself
It's scary crying for those who will never come back again
It's scary to even say something in front of someone thinking what they will respond with
It's scary knowing there are bright colours out there but you can only see the dark one's
It's scary to take off that mask because underneath there are too many
It's scary having someone leave your life forever because they Had a special place in your heart
It's scary walking in those streets alone because what if something bad happens to you?
It's scary passing by those graveyards because one day that will be you
It's just life.....and it's scary!